This romanticism is eating away at my brain

I usually am not one for romance, I dislike films replicating 'real love' or something that they're making us believe is true. How cliche the word 'love' is, along with classic quotes from the most cheesiest of all cheese ball films. In most ways films with a romantic plot usually dampen the human feeling of hope about the possibilities of something similar occurring to what happened in the film. Although, on rare occasions I let myself go and let a little bit of it creep into my brain. Ugh I hate letting myself feel these tingly and warm feelings, but by god has it made me feel like strawberries covered in melting chocolate.